What's Your Self Esteem?

HELLO MARSHMALLOWS!
Get yourself checked yet? If you don't, please do read this!
Hahaa. :D

As we all know, 'Self Esteem' is important for everyone. However, today I'll be focusing on the "teen's self esteem". Mostly, teenagers have difficulties being confident. It's also means that the teenagers are having 'low self esteem'. This problem can lead to another problems such as isolation, depression, or SUICIDAL!
Its never too late to take a step ahead and be confident. So, here's a short story that I would like to share.

Frankly speaking, I do have the same "difficulty" when I was a teen ( STILL IS, 20 THIS YEAR :D). I get shy so easily and I would be stiff like a stick because people used to make fun of me based on how I look. I was 12, brown-Malay girl, tall, big bone structured. Yes, I was a bit different from others and ofcourse they called me names*. Those words makes me feel so small and I feel like I don't belong here.

*Black/hitam, Indian-looking, fat, kampung's name, bla bla bla~

When I went into high school, a nightmare became R.E.A.L.I.T.Y.. What I mean by that is,  it's worse! A lot of people were talking bad behind my back and created stupid rumours. At one point, it became wild. People were saying I'm *"preggos" and teachers started giving me cold shoulder and wicked stares. Horribly insane!

*pregnant

That was the highlight of my life. (Taadaa) I fought! I stand up for myself. I don't even give sh-t about what they have to say. To me, they're all dead and trying to find the light from hell. Hahaa (EVIL LAUGH). Singing and writing lyrics has always been a cure and a sweet escape for me whenever people gets on my nerves.

My "self esteem" story has been written and obviously shared. And I'm proud to say, it's 100% from me. How about you? Whatever may comes in the future, good or bad, make sure it's your story and based on you, not them. Always believe in yourself and there are people who believes in you too. Because I believe in myself and yes, I'm proud to say I found that person. (EHEM EHEM)

Sometimes, people who make fun of others are the ones who's lacking of confidence , the most. Its okay to be fat, tall, short, black, weirdo, have big boobs and everything. It's just high school, after all. It will be over. What's important is now and how you choose to handle it.

Last but not least, who knew this brown/black lady get to *model with DJ Nas-T. It was phenomenal and a big deal for me. There's some *successful people now who make a big difference before they got "BIG". Everybody's different but nobody's perfect. Embrace yourself.

*freelance model
* Kimora Lee Simmons, Eminem, Dayang Nurfaizah, Christina Aguilera, Taylor Swift, Demi Lovato, Mila Kunis, etc.

xoxo

I apologize if anyone feels I'm full of myself.
Its a simple/quick example. (GET OVER YOURSELF :P)
And for the Grammar too!!